The long tunnel...

Wherever I looked you were there, you were in every person I saw, I met.
Whenever I cried I knew I had your shoulder,
Whenever I was sad, I knew you were there to make my laugh,
Whenever I had to cross the dark dense jungle, you were there to hold my hand.
You were there to take me home, when I lost my way.
You were the light when my way was dark.

Now when I cry I will not have your shoulder, I try to call you from my

heart, but I can't find it, you have taken it away with you. 

There is just an emptiness which you have left behind. 

Now I stand in this long dark tunnel, and I look back, I don't see you.
And ahead lies the lonely journey through this long dark tunnel, which I don't see the end of.
But I just wish you were there beside me to hold my hand
and tell me that we'll make it through.

What If .....

Lying on the bed in the night I think
What if  I were not me...
What if I had not met you...
What if you had not gone so far...
What if I had told you how much I love you...
But we did meet...
You did go far so far...
And I did not tell you how much I love you...
And it hurts like a knife in my heart...
And then I hear someone talking about you...
And my heart starts pounding...
And for that time everything in the world
just stands still...
And again I think what if I had told you I Love You...
But in the end I realize that I cannot go on living in the what if world..

Dum Deee Da Dum....

Hmm....in a nice mood am I ??? Nope I am not..but happy that after such a long time I am writing again...I just read a post and I borrowed ( ;) :P ) it to post.........But I think it's okay cause the person, from whose post I am "borrowing" it also in turn "borrowed" it from where.
It is completely random and weird. But I totally loved it.

1. Graduated high school.
2. Kissed someone.
3. Smoked a cigarette.
4. Got so drunk you passed out.
5. Rode every ride at an amusement park.
6. Collected something stupid.
7. Gone to a rock concert.
8. Helped someone.
9. Gone fishing.
10. Watched four movies in one night.
11. Lied to someone.
12. Snorted cocaine.
13. Smoked weed.
14. Failed a subject.
15. Been in a car accident.
16. Been in a tornado.
17. Watched someone die.
18. Been to a funeral.
19. Burned yourself.
20. Run a marathon.
21. Cried yourself to sleep.
22. Spent over 10,000 bucks in one day.
23. Flown on an aeroplane.
24. Cheated on someone.
25. Been cheated on.
26. Written a 10 page letter.
27. Gone skiing.
28. Been sailing.
29. Cut yourself.
30. Had a best friend.
31. Lost someone you loved.
32. Got into trouble for something you didn't do.
33. Stolen a book from the library.
34. Gone to a different country.
35. Watched the Harry Potter movies.
36. Had an online diary.
37. Fired a gun.
38. Gambled in a casino.
39. Been in a school play.
40. Been fired from a job.
41. Taken a lie detector test.
42. Swam with dolphins.
43. Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
44. Written poetry.
45. Read more than 20 books a year.
46. Gone to Europe.
47. Loved someone you shouldn't have.
48. Used a coloring book over age 12.
49. Had a surgery.
50. Had stitches.
51. Taken a Taxi.
52. Had more than 5 IM conversations going on at once.
53. Been in a fist fight.
54. Suffered any form of abuse.
55. Had a pet.
56. Petted a wild animal.
57. Had your own credit card & bought something with it.
58. Dyed your hair.
59. Got a tattoo.
60. Had something pierced.
61. Got straight As.
62. Known someone personally with HIV or AIDS.
63. Taken pictures with a webcam.
64. Lost something expensive.
65. Gone to sleep with music on.

Today's count 29/65 I would love to have over 60 crossed on this list someday.