Friday, July 30, 2010

The long tunnel...


Wherever I looked you were there, you were in every person I saw, I met.
Whenever I cried I knew I had your shoulder,
Whenever I was sad, I knew you were there to make my laugh,
Whenever I had to cross the dark dense jungle, you were there to hold my hand.
You were there to take me home, when I lost my way.
You were the light when my way was dark.

Now when I cry I will not have your shoulder, I try to call you from my
heart, but I can't find it, you have taken it away with you. 
There is just an emptiness which you have left behind. 

Now I stand in this long dark tunnel, and I look back, I don't see you.
And ahead lies the lonely journey through this long dark tunnel, which I don't see the end of.
But I just wish you were there beside me to hold my hand
and tell me that we'll make it through.

Monday, July 26, 2010

What If .....

Lying on the bed in the night I think
What if  I were not me...
What if I had not met you...
What if you had not gone so far...
What if I had told you how much I love you...
But we did meet...
You did go far so far...
And I did not tell you how much I love you...
And it hurts like a knife in my heart...
And then I hear someone talking about you...
And my heart starts pounding...
And for that time everything in the world
just stands still...
And again I think what if I had told you I Love You...
But in the end I realize that I cannot go on living in the what if world..